... That is a corruption of the Local, that is happening on all fronts as it tries to respectfully take in Modernity. Local has lost a basic faith in itself.
Komakkambedu Himakiran Anugula That's the problem
Aparna Krishnan The main problem.
Mahima Thangappan Ayurveda always talks about keeping the body's internal factors strong than blaming external disturbances. I always extrapolate that to the society too. If at all villages had shown resistance to the damaging external factors.
Aparna Krishnan Their resistance is broken in various ways. TV - which projects the other world as most desirable. Schooling - which teaches them that reading-writing jobs are most superior. The seductive scents of soaps and shampoos now in every remote village. It needs a sound perspective and a rooted movement and visionary leadership to be able to withstand all this. Every society has succumbed to the pull of modernity.
Aparna Krishnan When I was new to the village I used to criticize how the SCs would invest everything they had to build a little cement room. Later I realized that they are part of a larger society, and the aspirations are those seen elsewhere ... To expect greater wisdom and self denial and perspective from just them is not possible.
When the corporate becomes king, or king-by-proxy, profit becomes the mantra. Every village livlihood is squeezed out into extinction, as the plastic and aluminium companies sell vessels and winnow which earlier the potter and the bamboo weaver used to supply, And the mills sell cloth that the weaver used to supply.
Its either industrilization, or the villager.
All our effort, in the personal and collective, sometimes seems all too small in the face of the juggernaut of modernity which has unleashed a consumerism that is swallowing the earth.
And yet we need to work on. Because when and how the change will come is unknown and unknowable.
And our missed effort should not be why that final push missed its mark.
TVs in all the homes im Paalaguttapalle, Dalitwada. But no dal. Malnourishment.
... the grip of mindless consumerism.
... empowered by the consumerism of our privileged class
I have blown candles off on cakes in my childhood. Much later i realized how lamps are lit with devotion because light is a symbol of the sacred. And to blow out light, or candles, is not part of our ways.
But now in a village where light is called Jyothiamma the goddess, candles are blown out in those birthdays of the children in families which can afford a small cake.
The unquestionable allure of modernity brooks no questions. And also gives no answers.
Paalaguttapalle (Dalitwada)
When our daughter was going to the village school, I used to wash and keep the small platic bag in which lime (choona) would come. Each year we would buy a bag of 5kg to whitewash our house, and the bag was her schoolbag. As for all the other children. It would hold the slate, a notebook and the pencil and slate chalk. This was ten years ago exactly when she entered 1st, and stayed the practice till she entered 5th class.
Today the children demand and get a plastic backpack costing 350/-. Even in these times on no employment, the parents sell their soul and get them the bag. The child without it feels 'deprived', in this SC community.
I rave and rant much less now ... and I contain my helplessness. The community here is a part of the larger society and its aspirations are created there. And each of us in our consumptiveness is responsible to pushing Eashwaramma and Varalu also having to give their children who desire all this. We contribute to the culture of consumption.
I can mop a mud floor with cowdung better than the new daughters-in-law of 20 years of age. They grew up in cement floored homes as the government SC housing schemes gave them one roomed cement boxes for homes by their childhood. We retained our mud floors.
Sustainable and beautiful skills have disappeared before our eyes, and we have watched helplessly.
Govindamma of the opposite village, Eguva Maalapalle, is the village midwife, the mantrasayani. She considers this work punyam, meaning auspicious, and does not ask for payment. She says that sometimes people do not pay her anything at all, even though she may even need to put her hand inside and manipulate the baby to assist delivery. She also considers giving advice to women who wish to abort papam, or sinful.
Till 10 years ago all delveries were done in the village, and there was no problem that she failed to handle. Now they all go to PHCs and have unnecessary labour inducing injections and medications done.
The details of pre natal and post natal care and rituals in the village is amazing.
Aparna Krishnan
24 June 2015 at 18:54 ·
Twenty years ago, when I went to the village in 96, there was no TV. There was also hardly electricity. We used to gather together on the streets at our house steps and chat under the moonlight and starlight. the children used to sing their festival songs, and the elders used to teach them more. I used to attempt adult literacy classes, and also help the children with their studies. There were happy times every evening till our early bedtimes.
Now there is TV, and people socially sit together before the TVs and watch. If I go to chat, Eashwaramma will not take her eyes off the TV, and will pat on the floor asking me to sit next to her and watch the saas-bahu Telugu versions. The girls learn new fashions from the serials, and Annapurna, our tailor, has honed her skills catering to these demands. My daughter wears most old fashioned clothes in the village because I am clear about how the cuts should be. The other mothers are younger and also inspired by the TV !
When the little girls come during Sankranthi month singing their songs and dancing home to home, if it is serial time they are shushed and asked to sit and watch. Only after the serial are they given oil for the lamp and rice and a rupee or two.
I feel i have seen an age pass. Pre TV is Neanderthal Times for the present youngsters.
When the very direction is wrong, every success is a failure.
One of our children, Paalaguttapalle Dalitwada, is a nurse. She studied hard. Against all odds. She is happy. We are all happy. It is a success story.
And yet.
Her grandfather was a vaidudu. Village medicine man. Who treated diseases with mantrams and herbs. Snake bites also. People used to come from far and wide to him.
He was not rich. But much respected.
That age ended.
Faith in those medicines waned. As village health nurses started coming and warning against them. And giving injections.
The granddaughter of this great doctor, this vaidudu is now a nurse. The lowest rung. She works below all the doctors.
And somewhere I grieve.
... when the direction itself is wrong, every success stays bleak.
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